若当年……谨慎一点，对外界的防范心强一点，又怎么会出事，荒废了这二十年的人生！

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他父母，也不会死！！

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云霄的头，突然变得有些钝痛。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他脸色扭曲的，捂住了自己的脑袋，一脸痛苦的模样。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅被吓了一大跳，猛地站起身皱眉道：“你这是……怎么了？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云淑听到动静，猛地起身走过来道：“哥！你是不是身体还没完全恢复，哪里不舒服了？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云霄强制性的让自己冷静下来……不要去想那些。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不要心里不甘。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp事情都已经发生了……气死了也没用。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他不断的在自己心里，给自己做心理建设。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但脑子里无数的对这二十年的不甘心和怨念……完全控制不住。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp若他没有出事……闺女不会拥有那样可怜兮兮的童年。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不会错过闺女的成长。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp若他没出事……女儿不会从小就那么没有安全感，那么早就开始发愤图强的保护自己，保护她妈妈。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp若他没有出事，女儿和她妈妈所有遭受的一切不好的事情，绝对都不会发生。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她们更不会经历那种，差点生离死别都没人护着的绝望时刻。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp女儿，会拥有很幸福，被一大家人都冲着护着，从小就能拥有无数最好东西的人生。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp小妞儿会拥有一个很有本事出手还大方的公公，一个温柔又和善的影后婆母。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一个对她万千宠爱的丈夫。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp错过了，全部都错过了！

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他恨。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp明明觉得恨老天爷不公，已经是没有意义的事情了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但在知道这么多事情后，纪云霄还是安耐不住的产生了这种怨愤心理。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp脑子里越是这般想着……头，就越痛。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可他克制不住。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅直接被眼前的画面，给吓傻了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云淑皱眉道：“哥……你放轻松，那些都过去了！你就是心里再不甘，再难受，都没用了！”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可纪云霄在这一刻，心里仿佛有了执念一般。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp恨这被老天爷剥夺走的这二十年。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他强忍着痛意，起身朝着苏玉梅强扯一出微笑来道：“你不用担心……我没事，可能是之前昏迷太久产生的后遗症……”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅忙道：“那你赶紧回去歇着，找医生帮你看一看吧……别强忍着了。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“好……”纪云霄眼眶微红道：“谢谢你……告诉我闺女的事情，也谢谢你……在那么艰难的情况下，将我闺女留了下来……还辛辛苦苦的养这么大。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp说完这句话，纪云霄闭了闭眼，而后再睁开，眸中忽而闪过一抹坚定的光芒。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而后，被纪云淑搀扶着离开了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp临走前，还强忍着大脑的痛意，去把单给买了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云淑都不知道该说些什么好了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哥你快消停点吧……我打电话喊孟霆了，我们先去车库坐车回家……孟霆会顾好两个孩子的。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“嗯。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp头痛得不想说话。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但相比头痛，心里的难受，酸涩却更甚。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏玉梅今天所说的话，纪云霄前面还能勉强坚持听下去，还能配合着问几句然后呢。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可到后面……越听心里越难受。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp各种难受的情绪都积压到一起，激发了内心的怨愤心理。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp才会变成这种头痛的状态。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他脸色苍白，精神看起来很不好的模样，和纪云淑一起回了家。